NOTE.

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her name's ANGELA
6th oct 1989
late most of the time
indecisive
materialistic
dumb yes?

LOML.

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blissfully attached to Leonard Lim Zhiming,
the love of my life.

&LOVES.

Y her family
Y her boyfriend :)
Y sleeping!
Y eating!
Y travelling :)
Y having all the free time in the world

&HATES.

x people who cheat and lie
x hypocrites
x betrayers
x backstabbers
x bees

&WISHES.

to be happy with life.
for my loved ones to be happy
be 40kg :(
have nice double eyelids,both eyes!
more money!
have good fair skin :(

&THE WANTS.

e aldo open toe black heels - $122?
e LV bag - $1.2k?
e H20 overnight perfecting peel - $65?
e H20 oasis hydrating treatment gel - $65?
e retractable blusher brush from body shop - $25?
e my name necklace
e totally white slipper
e totally silver slipper
e christian louboutin heels!
e iphone when my HTC magic spoils
e totally white shorts
e long boyfriend blazer with satin linings
e more clothes!
e more lingerie!

NUFFNANG.


GOSSIP.



MY LIFELINE (:

ben didi
boyfriend
carolyn
huimin
huimun
kexin
shirley

GOODBYES.

andi
amber
andy kukubird
apple
art art
audrey
ben qoo
beverly
boon kiat
caron
cass
cat
cannie yeo jing
chener
chuling
cmc
cheryl kho
cindy
colin
coriinne
danica
desmond
edison boss
elaine
emilia
faizzah
fiona
guan wei the sw
guo hao
geraldine rara
hanjie
hanwen
harryQ
hidayu
huiling
hui ru
huiwen
jackson
james lodangel
janice
jaricson
jaslyn
jason cheebong pok
jennica
jenson
jessica
jiaqi
jianrong ah gong
jieying
jovin
joyce
kahtien
kaibin
kendra
kenny
kenny di
kok onn
laura
lee cheng
leon
liangzai
linken brother
liping
mandy
meiting
melody
melissa veh nice!
millie
mitch
miyake qiqi
nadirah
narine
nash
nixon er zi
pei en
pris
qi ru
radziah
shimin
shi rui
shi qin
syaza
terence
terence best friend
vanilla jieying
wanxin
wei long
wei zhen
xiaofire
xiuling
xiumin
yan li
yingting
yu zhuang
zesheng
zi yang
zhi ying
zihao
zoe

POLY PEEPS.

audrey
audrey's blogshop
augustine
ah bee (:
candice
charmaine
charmation (:
cheryl cherry (:
daniel
derek
dorminic
fari (:
fred lai
hirzi
ivan zattzatt
jaclyn
jon
joram
kelvin (:
le raine
lihyee (:
lilian
michelle
munah
nura
qianru
rachel
regina
reza
sarah
sherilyn
siew ling
stefanie
tracy
yu ren
zongxia

THE PAST.

August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
July 2006
September 2006
October 2006
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
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February 2008
March 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010

MUSIC.


my favourites :)
Sunday, February 07, 2010

Someone got a new MACBOOK PRO! Dad bought it at tampines 1 at $2488 and we got a special priced mac office at $89. Orginal price was $219. Did a scratch and win and won $2 HAHAHHA :\

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Oh btw, I dont really like the new mac anyway cause its hard to use :| I really prefer my old macbook. Maybe its just cause im not used to sth new.

and she loves you so.


Monday, February 01, 2010

These are so pretty! Look at the zebra stripes - black with white gliter!
I want an iphone! Why didn i take the iphone the last time round.

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(I feel bad about complaining about my phone all the time cause its pretty nice anyway :|)

and she loves you so.



My new favourite song! I memorized the lyrics with leonut last night! HEEHEE.
Santa Monica - Savage Garden

In Santa Monica, in the winter time,
The lazy streets so undemanding
I walk into the crowd

In Santa Monica, you get your
coffee from
The coolest places on the
promenade
Where people dress just so

Beauty so unavoidable, everywhere
you turn
It's there I sit and wonder what am I
doing here?

But on the telephone line I
am anyone
I am anything I want to be
I could be a super model or
Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the
difference
Or would you?

In Santa Monica, all the people got
modern names
Like Jake or Mandy
And modern bodies too

In Santa Monica, on the boulevard,
You'll have to dodge those
In-line skaters
Or they'll knock you down

I never felt so lonely,
Never felt so out of place
I never wanted something more
than this



But on the telephone line I
am anyone
I am anything I want to be
I could be a super model or
Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the
difference

On the telephone line, I am
any height
I am any age I want to be
I could be a caped crusader, or
space invader
And you wouldn't know
the difference
Or would you?


and she loves you so.


Sunday, January 31, 2010

Boyfriend did really turn up at my house after all. At least he knows what i want :p Im such a terrible person heehee.
He gave me love pineapple tarts in a skippy peanut bottle that his mum just baked. And it even had a touch of his own help!
He spent some time with me before rushing off to the library. Im really glad i didn get mad at him :) He always says he GMHs. HAHAHA. My leonut is so funny.

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and she loves you so.



Step two to being a good girlfriend: Do not throw a tantrum at your boyfriend when he does not tell you everything even though you tell him everything happening in your life.

Step three to being a good girlfriend: Do not be angry at your boyfriend when you go to sleep satisfied because you made plans for the next day to accompany him only to know that he already has plans of his own. Do not assume things will always go your way.


YAY i controlled being unreasonable and not having an argument for 3 times! How great am i. This really works 2 ways. I should do this more often :)

and she loves you so.



Step one to being a good girlfriend: Do not be disappointed with your boyfriend if he has to do his project and does not want to accompany you to have your dinner even if you are very hungry, tells him that you will ask someone else out instead, in a bad mood because you just got smashed by curry and chocolate cake in the face 10mins into eating at a birthday chalet and just want someone close to your heart to spend an hour with you so you can get back to bed happy.

Goodnight world :)

and she loves you so.



http://prettyfoods.tumblr.com

I guess i can only comfort myself with this right now.
Sometimes i wish i have a venue which i can vent all my anger/sadness/disappointments at.

Repeat note to self: I should never, never assume anything. Ever.

and she loves you so.


Saturday, January 30, 2010

Note to self: I should never, never assume anything. Ever.

and she loves you so.


Friday, January 29, 2010

I need more money!
Money money money, you're my honey!

Give me some motivation to start on my projects please! ARGH BIG TIME.
I wish i can be like BT.

and she loves you so.


Monday, January 25, 2010

No words can describe how i feel about the last post.
Im glad everything is over and solved.
I love you my baby.
And im glad you still love me too.

and she loves you so.


Friday, January 22, 2010

The first 2 gowns are really beautiful i must say.

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Marchesa

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Badgley Mischka

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Elie Saab

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Nina Ricci

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Oscar de la Renta

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Dior


Another something hot to look at - Miss selfridge $126 :)

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and she loves you so.



19months - 1 year 7 months!
Cant believe i can last so long in a relationship. I know he must be something good! ;p
YAY leonut lum! Cant wait for our 2 years to come :D

Supperclub tonight! Hope assignments will be done smoothly!


Sidenote: I think my aldo heels should be gone by den. Im a sad person :(

and she loves you so.


Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I got my favourite chocolate waffle and favourite bubble tea for breakfast today!
Felt like a happy little kid when i saw boyfriend holding them in his hands while he was talking to my dad. YAY for little surprises like this! :D

I feel like changing my blogskin cause i want a wider column to blog. I cant decide cause i really like the picture and it means something to me. Plus this baroque background is really nice. Chui leh chui!

and she loves you so.



I was pretty irritated with some subject projects just now and my BT gave me a call to make sure i understood whatever he understood. He GMH.

Thank you my BT :)
<3




On a sidenote: SHOULD I BUY THE ALDO HEELS OR NOT!
AIYO! HEN FAN LEH!

and she loves you so.


Saturday, January 16, 2010

I wonder if i should get the aldo open toe black heels i saw the other day...if i dont get them i believe they'll be off the racks soon cause its on discount already.

My favourite heatwave one crashed on me the other day. Its not that i cant wear it anymore but im afraid the heel will break halfway when im perhaps...clubbing?
Plus, heatwave doesnt carry the exact same kind in store anymore :( :( :(

I wish i had more money! Or i wish aldo heels werent so expensive(to me they are!)!

If i spend at this rate, always wanting to eating good food and buying many random stuff, like baby and ivan always say - no lambo anymore. Oh wells inside joke!

Off to paint my nails bye!

and she loves you so.


Thursday, January 14, 2010

Desire and why the scales are tipped.


We look at why there is a difference between men and woman in wanting and needing sex in a relationship

Men’s and women’s differing sexual desires can be a bit of a mine field and it is a challenge that many couples face. One partner may feel in the mood for sex the whole time, while the other may have little or no interest.

Desire isn’t just down to one factor and different people have different levels of it. Your libido varies throughout the course of your life. While some changes to your body are easy to accept, others aren’t so easy to get to grips with and can create problems for you both.

Creating positive sexual desire doesn't have to be difficult, although it can take a little time. See for yourself how positively anticipating sex can completely turn your sex life around and the difference between men and women when it comes to desire.

We give you five points about desire that you need to know and some tips on how to get it back.


More, more, more.

If there is one thing that men would say about sex is that they can’t get enough of it and want more. That isn’t to say that that women don’t experience this, but there are some women who suffer from a low libido and sometimes just don’t have the desire to have sex.

This obviously can create a void in the bedroom which can affect a relationship.


Chemistry, hormones and all that jazz.

It has been found that women’s libido is always higher and stronger at the beginning of a relationship due to the chemistry in the brain related to being ‘in love’.

However, over time this will diminish in some women leaving them with little desire to be intimate. Some researcher and psychologist have suggested that this can be due to women having exceptionally lower levels of testosterone than men.


Constant drive.

Men never really experience low levels of libido, except maybe in times of stress or exhaustion, as they are wired to ‘spread their seed’ so to speak. It is something that is underlying with all men, and even in the animal kingdom too.

It is a subconscious and goal directed desire... as well as their desire and love for their partner of course.


Emotional correlation

It isn’t just about ‘spreading their seed’. Men also need to feel an emotional connection, just as women do. For men though, they usually experience this after sex and it is when they ejaculate, their peak levels of oxytocin (the cuddle hormone) are released.

Women’s levels of this hormone are much higher and they experience it most of the time. Therefore, the difference in desire to have sex can leave men feeling rejected and unwanted.


Familiarity breeds boredom

In the beginning of a relationship, the sex is great, impulsive and constant for a couple. You just can’t get enough of each other. However, on average, this will only last for 18 months to two years.

A breakdown in sexual activity is one of the most commonly cited reasons for partners to go looking for ‘it’ elsewhere or for the relationship to breakdown. However, in a long term relationship it is unreasonable to think that the sex can remain as impulsive as it was in the early days.

Just because you've been together for years doesn't mean you've stayed the same. One of the reasons sex becomes stale is because it becomes familiar and desire can diminish.


Weird, weird and very weird.


and she loves you so.